One may wonder what difference could 3 days make.
For me, I have learned my valuable lesson of my lifetime, about how much you can put into a relationship hoping things will happen, but all in a sudden, people change, and move on, and leave you lost. They cannot wait to go into new life without you, while you are still lingering about the past.
But my life is not over, surely not, far from being over. I have a great life ahead waiting for me to discover, many wonderful people to meet, and someone from somewhere is waiting for me, and I will find him one day.
I have spent a lot of my life doing things for others, pleasing other people in my life so I can feel better, looking for approval from others doing things I really don't enjoy doing. I am tired of doing that, devoting myself into a business that never gives me the returning value that I would consider reasonable. However, devoting my life into something that helps building my future, never fails me, which I have learned also, since I am getting older.
I have changed my phone number and email, and will move out of this area soon, I hope to find a better future back to the place I called "home" in California.
